days aren't as perfect as before..
many many regrets..
many many stupid acts..
many many... sighh...

many many undecided decisions...
so many many worries..
so many many consequences of doing..

i hate this.
i wanna put this to a stop..
but i dont know how..
sigh..

lets just wait for someone to save me..
hmmm... maybe all of us??
hope this holiday would be a real holiday..

bbye...

i am in quandary..
& deep depression..
please save me...