Hah..just remembered i had a blog ;O anyway..
thought of reviving my blog.. for good? hopefully? tsk..
blah..mid years..
i think i screwed most of them up..sigh lets not talk about it..
definitely a >20 L1r5! gee!

hmmm.. its as late as nearly 12am now..why am i still here?
well..getting back results..for every subject tmr..
just couldn't turn in ah! AND thanks to all those problems..
lordd when can this road i took.. ever be smooth?ahh sorry to doubt you..but still..
though i may have cleared the previous obstacle[S], they are still lingering..never seem to disappear from sight..
up and down.. up and down.. seriously ALL of them should just make way for success to come?
hah..life..worthy a not?okay maybe i shouldn't question that..
but..i'm not enjoying the way i think i should..utter crap..
hmmm..could it be because i'm expecting too much out of my life? this contemplation never seem to come to a conclusion i could ever conclude..
i'll just leave it to You to perform miracle, lord..
just fill me afresh..once again?

anyway..i've been dwelling into this "holiday" mood that i shouldn't be in for almost a WEEK.
i should really get out of it and start refocusing.. a serious one.. probably after tmr? who knows..

alright..guess what..my injury i got from falling has been secreting plasma non-stop!
seriously stop it ><